The words are still there – brimming and churning deep within. Nearly a year after writing this post the feelings are flooding back and I am reminded of how severely I wanted exactly what I have now – my precious little family.
We went to New York that December and held hands, reconnected and made new commitments. In January we set out to make it happen and in February we were fortunate enough to celebrate the good news. In October everything finally, profusely changed as we welcomed our little Harper Finn into the world and we have not looked back since.
I am hopelessly in love and now even more hopeless with juggling everything in my life. The changes are real, but they are welcomed with an open heart and an even sweeter smile.
I am trying to find my way back here. I don’t want to forget and I cannot accept that it is easier to let it go. “The world does not wait” someone once wrote, and it is true.
I have not forgotten.
I smiled when Isaw “redenderings” in my inbox.Welcome back.